Posted by Lady Penelope 06/16
12:04 AM | | Good for you, GS.
When I was 12, I fell off my bike. I was in a coma for about a week, which does not sound so significant, except that I was in the lowest stage of coma (Glasgow Scale 3) for at least 48 and possibly up to 72 hours. I had to relearn how to do everything—feed myself, walk, focus on a single point so that I could see.
There were no cars involved. I had just pulled away from the house so I was likely not going that fast. I was, as I said, twelve. Kids do shit, terribly risky irresponsible shit, which is why you stick a helmet on their head before they go out the door.
I cannot hear well out of my left ear, I have to translate everything I hear into English, and my body seems to respond to stimuli before my brain can catch up. For example, I startle incredibly easily, I frequently react before I have time to process, and I have an unfortunate and problematic lack of “poker face.” I experienced both retrograde amnesia and anterograde amnesia, which is to say that I could not remember large chunks of time before the accident, and could not store many new memories for a time after the accident. I still have some trouble storing memories—I nearly failed out of college for my inability to master a fill-in-the-blank exam. I have never been able to remember anything that happened in the four months or so preceding the crash. In general, my memory from the times before I was 12—it’s like if you dumped the contents of a filing cabinet out on the street. There are still papers, but I don’t always know where they go.
I am at a much higher risk than you of developing other brain disorders, such as mental disorders from depression to schizophrenia, and other brain-related disorders such as early-onset Alzheimers and Parkinsons.
For about ten years after the accident, I was best described as “adjusting.” I’m pretty good at it now, but this is what I want you to know: the accident that happened on my bike when i was 12 has affected me profoundly every single day. It impacts the people who interact with me, the people i work for and with, and the people who love me, like Spazmo.
But all in all, I’m doing pretty well.
This is beyond a best-case scenario. The word most often used is “miracle,” which I reject b/c of my lack of religious beliefs. I prefer to say that science has just not gotten there yet: the recovery rate for people with a similar scale of symptoms, even with all the advances in TBI treatment, is to this day 0%. I’m an anomaly.
About 90-95% of bicycle fatalities involve individuals not wearing helmets—and a lot more than 10% of people wear them. Helmet use reduces the risk of brain injury by a whopping margin. The cost of TBI is enormous. If you want to go easy-breezy and skip the helmet, that’s your problem. But for god’s sake, don’t be spreading false information to others about how unnecessary they are.
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